Me and my life with its ups and downs
A girl who hasn't found who she really is yet and is trying to overcome life's obstacles for the better
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It’s really just a choice…
whether you decide to worry or stress out about certain things. For me, I worry about stuff all the time. Most of the time, it comes naturally, you know, through the sub-conscious. That’s probably why I feel unhappy. Little things get to me so often now. They even got to the old me but not as much as now. Senior year has been bittersweet and sometimes I wish I can go back and redo that moment that changed everything, even in full knowledge to where I know that it would have kept me on the dark side of things. Just really got to start taking things on a day by day basis, instead of worrying about stuff that won’t come for weeks and or months….
If anybody asked me what I wanted most right now, it would be to return to being the happy and confident person that I used to be. I certainly haven’t been happy being this me: the continuous worrying/stressing, low confidence, fake smiles, etc.
The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars - it’s just my life. Good song to listen to.
