Me and my life with its ups and downs

Live. Laugh. Love. God. Family. Friends. LIFE :)

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True dat. That is what He is teaching me right now :) 
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Actions, not words.

Whenever I’m feeling upset, I like to throw things. I like to punch the walls around me with my fist. I never like to talk about what’s going on because the emotions behind those words end up getting out of hand. My emotions are controlling me when it’s supposed to be the exact opposite. I have to change, sooner rather than later.. 

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Emotions

Acts as a strength and weakness. This might sound crazy but more than once, I’ve wondered how completely turning it off would affect life. It refering to the emotions, where it hurts most. Maybe I’ve been watching The Vampire Diaries too much…

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This is impossible.

How do you fall out of love with someone, especially when you don’t want to? These feelings will keep on growing and there is nothing that I can do about it. I have to move on but how can I when I’m still stuck in the past?.. Apparently seven months so far here in Florida hasn’t done a thing. 

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A haiku about buying college textbooks.

What the fuck textbooks
You’re made of paper and ink
Not fucking diamonds. 

(Source: hufflepenguin, via mylovelyadventures)

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Home!

In just a week, I’ll be home! Excited to see old friends and spend time with family :)

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No matter how much I think about it,

home is where the start is. I miss my family and friends so much that I even end up complaining about it and wishing that I could just get on a plane and go home right now. My cousin has been trying to get me to be more sociable but it’s not working. Apparently all I need to do is open up but that’s easier said than done. I have made some friends and I already went clubbing with them. I liked it so much that I’m always wanting to go again and again. My cousin has her own friends and I’m her ticket out of the house because her parents trust us together rather than her going by herself. I can’t help but to feel a little used. My cousin said that she’s just trying to help and I really do appreciate it. Sigh.